Dear Jesus...

My heart feels so empty this morning.... and weary... went thru small little testings today. as usual was in a rush to sch, but the bus was ultra slow. I got more and more impatient. Many different words begin to fill my heart. Strangely a few secs later, my mind stop thinking of all these and become peaceful again... I decided to read and took a small nap on the bus instead. when i opened my eyes, I saw the stadium.. hahaz.. it's near the mrt.. i know You are with me all along in the bus (in fact always). Thanx for accompany me!

After my lessons ended in the afternoon, I was feeling low and irritated coz tml is my test! Arghz.. havent study yet and I have to rush afew assignments by tonight. I was thinking wad am I going to do. Weichang asked me afew questions after the class but i was too tired and didnt really ans him. I was discussing the business project with Jackie over the lunch, I voiced out in quite a demanding way. I think i was adding more stresses to him that time... i shouldnt have done that. After lunch, we were walking towards mrt.. I was cold towards Chee How and Weichang coz i felt like getting out of the place.. i dont know why.... and i hate the idea of walking alone in front of them. I just couldnt control my moods today. I thought i had overcome this feeling long ago... but now its coming back to me again... I didnt say goodbye to them. When i'm alone in the bus, i began to reflect myself... praise and worship songs were all over my head. I adjusted back to myself after that. Thanx for the wonderful music You have created. I'll always remember =)

Your Sincerely,
Caleb