haha.. havent been blogging for a long time... busy with my attachment and stuff... working is like so sian... coz my lab only have 4 ppl.. everyday see the same ppl.. haha.. and abit stressful... haiz... recently my DNA extraction keeps failing.. sigh.. i alr drawn my blood twice liao... i still rem first time i felt so weak after drawing my blood... coz i didnt have lunch earlier.. now a new protocol but quite unstable too.. every morning have to drag myself to work... haiz.. i miss sch

hmm had fun at jo-n hse last nite.. yea.. thanx God for this chance of fellowshiping.. somemore its a combined celebration between tp and nyp!! yupz.. finally get to chat with ritchie again.. hee.. jiayou bro... and con't to train to be gay ok.. haha... oops.. anyway just to comment, yup u did quite a gd job... i think ya gay contact will be so touched by ya.. keke.. anyway... so blessed to know u.. thanx for ya word of wisdom too.. learn sth frm you

yup.. and to ken and xing xing... really glad to have ya guys in our big family.. cont to seek God more and exp life to the fullest... =p

sigh.. i have been battling with this temptation inside me... haiz... how... sigh... i myself cant even control myself.. how to help others?? God................ y? if i didnt receive those msgs i wont be so moody rite now... every time i hear songs in the radio.. i feel so bad and sorrowful.... God... sometimes i thought i wont go back but i dont know... i think i can control it with His grace and Love.. but i begin to doubt myself again.... y... arh... nope.. i have to trust Him.. i'm doing this for Him... yessh...it's not abt me in this battle alone

yup and my mom.... ahh.. sometimes i feel like i'm stuck in the middle... i want to do more for God.. but i cant.. coz i'm restricted somehow.. if i'm always hanging out fellowshipping, she will complain.. hai... i dont know wad to do to please her man... it's so hurting to see her worrying abt me.. y cant she understand i can take care of myself? for e.g walking home from tampines interchange after 1am coz i miss the last bus.. this happen afew times.. i'm a guy lor.. wad would i be afraid of... hmm.. i dont mind saving up those taxi fees by walking home.. haiz...