Student Conference (2 - 3 Dec)

God spoke to me a few times during these few days. pastor ben peached a powerful lesson on impt of God's Word. he told us how 'face the music' pharse is derived.. and he went on revealing a powerful point, that is 'God's Word will judge mankind'. the story stirred my heart quite alot.. i felt guilty after hearing the story. yes, i can hide frm my cL or uL now.. but i cant hide frm God. i have to be responsible for my own actions. God will not be deceived. i have to face His judgement one day. i haf been reflecting on myself on wad i had done ever since i received Christ. i need to change for His purpose to be done thru me. i cannot be a coward anymore. i need to get out of my personalities. i had always been afraid to voice out myself coz i have been self-condemning myself all this while. all the negative thoughts abt me being a nobody and yup someone dull and uninteresting had been revolving in my mind in the past. God i really need more courage frm ya. thanx for hitting me so hard in my heart for this, Lord.

the 2nd thing is that.. recently one of my pri sch fren asked me whether i want to make extra income and stuff like that.. i agreed coz i really need it... and i met him and went to the organisation. i dont know what that organisation is doing yup.. but i think it's some sort of multi-mkging company.... and the ppl over there told me their purpose is to help the ppl who have problems and who wants to make frens etc... i told him i need time to consider.. one of the pastor jeff's teachings is abt God's Covenant with His children.... and he said something like the church is like a God's covenant for us in this modern world. He wants to protect us and he is always faithful and trustworthy. He will help us in times of trouble and shield us frm harm. yup.. and ya i shouldnt seek for another place other than Hope when i have problems or when i need to earn extra income.... so i rejected my fren's offer... and i realise that one of the reasons i went to visit his organisation initally is because of my greed... becoz my fren told me if i want to make extra income then can meet up and talk.. Father... i didnt realise i have this greed in my heart until now... i need to change man.... thanx You for revealing this to me... luv Ya Father...