yea managed to sneak in the saturday service during worship. a new refreshed feeling during the worship. i can relate to God's love intimately as i sang the song.. and i feel so loved by Him that i wanted to give Him my most worthy and high praises and worship. i find this sentence so real 'a backslider is one who loves God less today than yesterday'.. i came upon this sentence once again today in a book i glimpse through at donnie's hse... it seems like God is prompting me a message in this statement. yes the truth abt me is that all along i have be wondering around like a lost soul.. a lukewarm christian who is neither hot nor cold. but right now i have decided to walk along God's plan, His purpose for me long before i came into this world.. nothing beats this Truth.. God is our Creator.. our body can be an excellent evidence for this case of a Creator.. do u think we could evolve from an ape to a complex human body with thinking and conscience? art of seeing... even Charles Darwin once stated that the thought of the eye, and how it could possibly be produced by natural selection, made him ill. thus there is no other option. God is indeed our Creator. He created us because He first loves us. and in order to know our purpose here in this earth we need to seek and ask our Creator. if we dont believe and acknowledge this Creator (God), life would make no sense. just like the purpose of an invention is determined by its inventor..

only two things that will last for eternity. one is God's Words and the other is souls.. yes... souls of the people ard us.. its time to realise that what we are doing now is just a preparation for our eternity... why are we spreading the gospel? because we love the ppl ard us; our family, our friends, our neighbours... we yearn to see their souls being saved just like ourselves.... its all because of this simple gesture of love. nothing complicated here... just spreading God's love.... so that ppl who believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. evangelism is just one of the five purposes He has for us in this temporary life... the other four purposes we need to accomplish are to worship Him, fellowshipping with God's family, discipleship (becoming more Christ-like) and ministry (shaped for serving God). a potion of the text here is inspired by the purpose-driven life book coz i just started reading this book not long ago.. =b yessh God i really want to fulfil all these purposes You have for me in my christian walk with Ya!